New Year Same Me

 

Hi friends, 

Let get caught up since we haven’t talked in awhile. It’s already a new year but it’s the same me. LOL 

As you know, I have been rather quiet on social for months between the holidays, sickness and moving to a new home it’s been as you probably can guess exhausting. I have had no mental capacity for anything. My creativity has been lost and honestly I have struggled with depression through it. I am better today. 

As I struggled from the day we decided to move, I kept going on like life as normal yet it wasn’t. I decluttered what has felt like not just my house but my heart. I got rid of so much yet replaced it with new and different things. I have never in my marriage had the peace we feel now since moving. Decluttering my heart from defeating thoughts that just because we move doesn’t mean I can’t garden or I am less because we down sized our home. I know God moved us from a place I loved and frankly I felt like I gave up so much yet gained so much more! We lived for 7 years on a small farm and it was amazing. I had animals and a large garden. It was exhausting at times to care for but so special to see God use me to grow not only a garden but in faith with Him over those years. God restored my heart when I was struggling with kids and marriage. Many tears have been shed over how much God grew me there and our family closer to Him. I needed restoring and He answered many prayers and in answering one simple prayer of financial freedom we have prayed for many years God moved us physically to a smaller place. It wasn’t easy and it felt like He was peeling back one layer at a time which hurt so bad in a good way. The freedom we wanted required something from us and God provided a way. 

We are parents and grandparents and being close to family means so much. It’s family and church family that builds us up in these times of change. God is in the business of restoration friends. Don’t hide away when things get tough. We need community. 

“For we are glad when we are weak and you are strong. Your restoration is what we pray for.” 2 Corinthians 13:9 NASB

I can say today that we are settling into our new home. I see big things happening here too. Don’t worry I am planning the garden beds already to be built this Spring. There will be flowers and veggies still! 

Keep knitting, 

Tracy 

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A Grace Filled Heart Changes Us

 Grace never looks for a reason; it only looks for an opportunity. ~W. Wiersbe 

Happy Monday friends, It’s cool here and I am taking in slow breathes of grace today. I am wrapped in a sweater and socks but also intentionally sitting in the sun in any other season this would be crazy. LOL 

Today’s opportunity is to listen to God and wrap my mind around what He wants of me. As much as I look forward to new seasons, I also seem to dread change sometimes? Isn’t that’s an interesting thing about people?  

God is who and what will never change in our life. We are dependent on an unchanging and all sufficient Savior. This revelation of God brings about thanksgiving and a heart for giving. A grace filled heart will desire the things of God and will be a grace giver with everything given to her. 

Hope In Every Season

 “Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.”

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭6:18‬ ‭NLT

Everything feels so heavy. The prayer requests for the sick and hurting. The natural disasters and civil disruption around the world we see happening. It’s too much. It’s all too much for my heart most days. My heart aches and feels helpless yet I know there is hope. I hear the prayer requests and pray. My prayers can seem so small but I don’t want to underestimate the power of prayer. I believe our prayers bring down the power of God upon our lives. In my flesh I want to do more than pray because it seems too small. Yet this simple act of obedience makes a huge impact in the kingdom. God wants His children to pray and be alert.‬‬ 

“But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me.”

‭‭Micah‬ ‭7:7‬ ‭NIV‬‬

There is hope in every occasion even if we are blinded by those circumstances. I know His goodness is here. I want to feel it. Don’t you? I don’t want to stop praying in the highs of life to only be found one day at the lowest searching for God.

“I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭15:13‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Today my prayer is that I will rise to the occasion fighting in prayer for others. 

Pray without ceasing. 

Pray with a trusting heart. 

Pray with my sisters in Christ. 

Pray for those needs and requests around me daily! 

What Does Worship Mean To You?

 

Worship

It is something I do on Sunday morning attending church. I believed this was all worship was for a long time. It was the whole service of good music and atmosphere that we received while attending. And boy if I didn’t like it then well I stayed. My husband is the pastor so I couldn’t leave for another church. Ha! But this mentality of leaving one church seeking better music I have seen it happen. Again, do we think worship is just the music and atmosphere? 

This week as I sat in church like many Sundays I sang hymns and praise songs thinking,”is this all there is to my worship of God?” All week do I just wait for Sunday at my church to sing a song to worship the holy God? I have been in churches where the people sang with hands lifted high and loud voices and were it was the opposite atmosphere. It was quiet and calm. The message was presented along with other usual Sunday liturgy. Yet I still wondered how we as believers worship God. Obviously there is more to church attendance than this element yet it is a big part of why I see people leave a church. The music or worship. For me as God revealed more and more of himself to me through His Word and as I have received His mercy it became clearer to me that God was so much bigger than what music was played on Sunday morning, or how I felt about the order of service was presented. I attended a corporate worship service to honor my Lord. 

Jesus wants my response to be here I am Lord! Use me for your glory. I am suppose to respond to His Spirit in all things in my life. Praise hands or not but with open hands and heart to share His love with others at my local church. Worship to me is being faithful to respond to God everyday. If we believe in a holy God then we will want to bow down and serve Him. Let our worship not just be about observing on Sundays for what we can receive. Let our worship be a response to the faithfulness, mercy and love God shows us daily!

God reveals himself and presents himself everyday to us and we have everyday to respond. 

Are we actually living our life in intentional and corporate worship of God? 

Tell me what God has taught you about worship?

Blessings 

Tracy